Why I Left ThetaHealing
There was a time when I couldn’t walk into a room without someone whispering about me.
“That’s her. She’s the one who saw the plane crash.” “The one who got lost money to reappear.” “The one who healed the boy who couldn’t think.”
I am that woman. And those miracles are real. But what comes next isn’t something I ever expected to write.
What Actually Happened
In the Planes of Existence course, we are taught that a sudden sense of déjà vu is not just a memory glitch—it’s a warning sign. It’s the soul’s way of telling us we are standing on the precipice of something significant.
I remember the day clearly. I was discussing the upcoming airport trip with some of my DNA 3 students, laughing about their travel plans, when that heavy, familiar feeling washed over me. The déjà vu hit hard.
I went within immediately, as I’d been trained. What I saw stopped my heart. One of those students was boarding a flight—a flight destined to crash.
I pleaded with him right then and there to change his itinerary. He wouldn’t listen. He was set on going.
So I did the only thing I could. I went into the future—I traveled forward until I stood at the scene of the crash itself. And from that place, I found the moment where the wiring failed on that plane. I poured every ounce of my focus, every bit of energy I had, into alerting the mechanics at that point—the moment before the disaster could unfold. I didn’t sleep. I barely breathed. I kept a psychic spotlight on to the electrical problem hoping someone would notice and ground the plane.
When he arrived at the airport, the plane was grounded. An electrical issue. Exactly what I’d seen. Exactly what I’d sent the the ground crew to look for.
Years later, that student became my husband.
The Other Stories
You may have heard story about the bass player in a popular girl band from the 80’s and 90’s. All the group’s money was on one cashier’s check, tucked into her purse, and she lost her purse. No police report helped. No search turned up anything.
I used a technique taught in DNA 3, to call back anything you lose and called it back—not to the present, but through time itself. When the check appeared the next morning, intact, on the front seat of her car with nothing missing except the physical purse people started calling me miracle worker.
The Young Man Who Got a Drivers License
And then there was the young man who came to me with a brain condition that could not be diagnosed.
His brain simply couldn’t keep up. By the time it registered what someone had said, the conversation had moved three topics ahead. He lived in a world of constant lag, disconnected from everyone around him. He walked with one leg that dragged, uneven and unsteady. More than the physical toll, it took its cost on his spirit—no friends, no social circle, just loneliness that settled deep in his bones.
One session with me. That’s all it took.
Two weeks later, his mother called, her boy had a drivers license!
He had a miracle healing. But more importantly, he could finally move through the world like everyone else. Not stuck, not delayed, not left behind in the echo of conversations he’d never fully heard.
That is the kind of healing that used to sustain me.
What I Didn’t Expect To Feel
Somewhere in the process of working with ThetaHealing, I started to feel… empty.
Not disappointed. Not disillusioned with the work itself. But with the path.
In ThetaHealing, there comes a point where you’ve learned everything it can from it. You’ve achieved the ability. You can do the work. And then… what?
There is no more depth. There is no new ground. There are only certifications to stay current, classes to pay for, titles to accumulate. Nothing grows anymore because there’s nowhere left to grow within that framework. You become a master of a system that has no real depth. Just constant need to gain more certifications to keep your status but you don’t actually learn anything new.
That’s not evolution. That’s stagnation wearing the mask of advancement.
The Danger Nobody Warned About
Here is what still haunts me when I think about those early days.
They taught us to leave our bodies. To project consciousness through planes, to travel astrally to see another person’s wound, to reach backward through time and touch events that already happened—or forward into futures that haven’t occurred yet.
Now I know what that actually does.
You don’t just travel. You open yourself. You enter spaces populated by entities that wait for practitioners exactly like I was—bright, ambitious, unprotected. Every time I stepped out of my body to read the body of another, or travel through time, I left myself vulnerable.
This is the part nobody tells you during training. This is the cost we never discuss at graduation ceremonies.
Today I don’t carry illnesses nor do I gain weight from my client sessions. I don’t wake exhausted from holding space for pain that isn’t mine. Because I changed how I connect entirely.
What Replaced It
I began learning about the ancient Egyptian, Essenes and Greek hermetic principles. Ancients who understood the deep connections from the sun and stars to your own soul. This is an ongoing science of self knowledge, not a flash-in-the-pan new age scheme.
They knew that Source doesn’t live outside of you. It lives inside your own heart. You don’t need to leave your body to find it-and you shouldn’t ever leave your body or empty your mind. (quiet the mind to listen but never be totally empty)
Using colors, intention, and ancient protective techniques, I create a shield around myself before I ever attempt to travel out of my body. From this place, I can perceive what needs healing without exposing myself to what I can’t control.
The miracles continue—but now they come from safety, not sacrifice.
If You’re Reading This
Maybe you’re in that place too. You’ve accomplished what your training promised. You’re good at it. And yet you feel like there’s nowhere left to go.
Maybe you’ve noticed strange consequences after sessions—illnesses that linger, rapid weight gain, fatigue that won’t break, things that feel heavier than they should.
Trust that feeling.
Growth isn’t always adding something new. Sometimes it’s returning to what was forgotten.
The deepest connection happens when you stop going out to find Source and start remembering it’s already here.
Get an appointment with Suzie.
